that feeling...

you know the feeling you have when your walking around the supermarket, you know you want something, but for the life of you, you don't know what it is?  you feel like your missing something.  this feeling gnaws at your vitals, drives you crazy and will not go away, no matter what you do.

that feeling has gone. i've had it for four weeks and it has disappeared.

Justine came home today, much to the boys relief.  they know that things will now be organised, on time and under budget. as well as being edible.

theres sadness here as well tho', Harlow is still in his bed at the hospital. its hard leaving him and not being there, but there are benefits to everything: there is no hospital food at home. none.

i guess you could say that the hard road starts now, the trips into town, the juggling of home life, work life and children life and now, Harlow life. for the next few weeks, all will be good.  i'm home for another week and Lisa is here for some time after that. not really sure what is going to happen once she returns to Raetihi, but that's a problem for another day.